
Happy B'day Dear girl! (11th)
Funny huh, how I always don't seem to be ranting about
the A's but almost everyone my age would. Well, if you
really must know, it's a phase of what I call- oblivion.
And I'm screwed 'cause my weekends are jammed packed.
I really am not cut out for these, it's not my calling.
Ah, shoots, I don't really want to go into that now.
Especially right now.
I'm so tired, I want to shout 我不要玩了
(Take this cup from me, Father)
I'm amazed, I want to know how it is that one can feel void amid a crowd
(Though you're there, and I know it, I just;)
I'm tied, I want to do what I do
(I can't, can't I?)
It feels so heavy, isn't there anything out there, anyone at all?
(Not what we want always, it doesn't all come that easy know)
p.s: Want to know why? Because it's too precious, It's the
I'd rather kicking in. But really, it's me, I think. Because
I'm afraid I'm the only one playing this game. And I bet I am,
Ha, a bet in itself.