So it's all about spicing up your life right?

Well, recently I chopped my hair off, it feels so light like it's as if I don't have any hair left. Haven't done that in like what, 7 years? HA. For starters, I'm running low. With all the birthdays coming right up, I don't see a bright future down in my pockets, (ah, the GSS) Right, then I watched drag me to hell at elevenish last night, it was wtf and lol at the same time. Maybe it's because of the movie, the whole day today, I thought I was having the pericardium thing I always had. I don't know why, maybe it's because of the half retreat I attended yesterday at the csc, I'm kinda looking forward to Nyc camp next week. Okay, maybe I should really stop going out so much and start working on my freaking holiday assignments. Btw, it's getting worse. On a scale to 10, you're ranked 10th in ways you can't imagine, or not.

"A reason to live and a reason to die. Christ, and he alone."